I haven’t felt so alive in years,
The sun is shining down on me.
My eyes are welling up with tears,
Tears of joy, tears of ecstasy.

Emotions I once kept concealed,
Now flow freely like a river.
Life’s great mysteries revealed,
Love’s great promises delivered.

I hate my life, I want to die,
I was just pretending all this time,
A mask I wear so I don’t bare,
My soul to the cold, harsh world out there.
Try to prevail but only fail,
Each time on a grander and grander scale.
My life is worthless and so am I,
I hate my life I want to die.